One treads on dangerous grounds when one do not keep in check his heart's desires. Truly as the Lord has said that our hearts are deceitful and from it comes the evils of man. Therefore it is of first importance that we keep ourselves in check if we are living in outward religiosity that our Lord calls hypocrisy, instead of living in authentic intimacy with Him. Such happening can go undetected only to ambush us when we find spirits shriveled, then we realize we have been severed from the Vine. For example, do I go to church to see the beauty of His holiness, or do I "attend" church because it's the way that has been time immemorial? May it be that truly, in everything we do, whether we eat or drink, or open our lips in prayer, or lift our hands in worship, or speak with words of grace, that we do it not for the approval of the perishable, but for the glory of the Imperishable.
Reading: Mark 7:1-23
The Mind of the Melancholeric Man: Musings on Life and Ministry by Patrick Tan
I Want to Know You More
My spirit desires to know You more. And it is when I draw near into Your presence that I recognize this knowing-ness of you. Not to know You is then must be when I am not in Your presence, knowingly or unknowingly, out of tune from the rhythm of Your symphony. It is when I am away from You that I fail to love the unlovable. For it is when I am intimately aware of You--Your grace poured and blood shed, living and walking in the Spirit, that I can bestow grace to man undeserving grace as myself. Lord, teach me, therefore, to live in Your Spirit.
"For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision means anything, but faith working through love ... Walk in the Spirit, and you will not carry out the desire of the flesh ... If you are lead by the Spirit, you are not under the Law ... And the fruit of the Spirit is love ..." (Galatians 5)
"For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision means anything, but faith working through love ... Walk in the Spirit, and you will not carry out the desire of the flesh ... If you are lead by the Spirit, you are not under the Law ... And the fruit of the Spirit is love ..." (Galatians 5)
Why God is precisely God
God is precisely God in that he can do what humanity cannot do: he can allow himself to be rejected, he can be made low and of no consequence--without, however, like humanity, being plunged into an inferiority complex, which shows that humanity with all its heart wants to be great. - Eduard Schweizer, New Testament scholar
(Taken from James Edwards' The Divine Intruder)
(Taken from James Edwards' The Divine Intruder)
Where God Wants to Be
by Dietrich Bonhoeffer
where human nature rebels,
where our piety keeps a nervous distance:
there, precisely there, God loves to be;
there he baffles the wisdom of the wise;
there he vexes our nature, our religious instincts.
There he wants to be, and no one can prevent him.
Only the humble believe him and rejoice
that God is so free and grand,
that he works wonders where man loses, heart,
that he makes splendid what is slight and lowly.
Indeed, this is the wonder of wonders,
that God loves the lowly.
'God has regarded the low estate of his handmaiden.'
God in lowliness--
that is the revolutionary, the passionate word of Advent.
(Taken from James Edwards' The Divine Intruder)
(Taken from James Edwards' The Divine Intruder)
Excitement Killer
Today my family was supposed to go to Antipolo for our church's annual retreat. Woke up early despite sleeping in late from last night's revival service. The food for lunch was also ready thanks to Ma. And as our car moved out of our garage, only a few meters away from our house it stops. My dad was puzzled. No matter how he starts the engine, it sounded like it was missing something which later we would learn that it was the "something" belt that was needed for the car to run. It was not long that people in the neighborhood took notice of us and gathered to see what the problem was. Thank God because there was a mechanic in the neighborhood. So my brother and I with the help of other guys in the neighborhood, pushed the car back to our garage.
Do you know the feeling of anticipating for something then suddenly it doesn't happen? All of us I think felt that. For me I was already longing for swimming in a pool. It's already playing and replaying in my mind, then suddenly it won't happen anymore. It sucks.
But I believe the Lord had purposes beyond what our eyes can see. So we spent the rest of the day in rest. Netty and I went back to bed until lunch time. And I continued to sleep through the afternoon. And now I'm wide awake. Restless because of the ministry stuff I'm reading off the Internet. I get restless thinking of ministry. I believe it's what you call passion. But I might sleep any time soon, because tomorrow Netty and I will be going to Makati to visit her parents.
Do you know the feeling of anticipating for something then suddenly it doesn't happen? All of us I think felt that. For me I was already longing for swimming in a pool. It's already playing and replaying in my mind, then suddenly it won't happen anymore. It sucks.
But I believe the Lord had purposes beyond what our eyes can see. So we spent the rest of the day in rest. Netty and I went back to bed until lunch time. And I continued to sleep through the afternoon. And now I'm wide awake. Restless because of the ministry stuff I'm reading off the Internet. I get restless thinking of ministry. I believe it's what you call passion. But I might sleep any time soon, because tomorrow Netty and I will be going to Makati to visit her parents.
Wasted For Jesus
(Article form of the message I preached yesterday at our revival service)
Acts 20:24, "However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of grace."
Paul was a man of passion. As a Pharisee, Paul persecuted the Christians. But that fateful encounter and Acts 9 would radically change his life. He became an apostle of the One whom he was persecuting. As an apostle, he did even more. He became the catalyst for missions and authored the most number of books or letters in our Bible today. Considering Paul didn't walk with Jesus during His life here on earth, it seemed that Paul did more than the other disciples. But more than being a man of passion, I believe that Paul was a man of commitment.
Many of us seek passion. Passion to be rekindled only to be snuffed away once more, driving us to look and seek elsewhere for a higher level of emotional high. Passion is emotion, but commitment is of the will. There will be times when passion will be hard to find, but commitment is the irreducible minimum of our journey with Christ. Passion is not at all bad when driven at the right channels like a river flowing steadily within the banks of commitment. Commitment and passion, therefore, must go hand-in-hand. Passion without commitment doesn't bear much fruit, but commitment that is fueled by passion is can advance a cause.
Paul talks about two things all people possess. First is that every person in the world has a race to run. Our race is marked by a series of tests and obstacles. Like a race track with hurdles in them, we must overcome these hurdles in our life to win the race. Our race will be marked by victories, big or small, as well as tests, trials, tribulations and tragedies.
The second thing all people possess is that every person in the world has a task--our life's purpose. Everyone has a purpose to discover and fulfill to make a contribution in the world. It gives meaning to our existence as opposed to just being someone who just took up space and was gone without a trace. Not all people fulfill their purpose in life. Not all people finish their race.
That is why Paul has put his eyes toward just one goal: to overcome. "Only if I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me." Because for Paul, this life is not all that there is. In fact our life today is a preparation for our life set in eternity. Therefore our choices today dictates how we spend our eternities. Do we anticipate a welcome saying, "Well done, my good and faithful servant"? or "Away from me, for I do not know you"?
For Paul finishing the race and completing the task begins when we "consider our life worth nothing" to us. Time and time again the Bible speaks of finding life in losing it. Consider the following declarations of Jesus himself:
"If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all." (Mark 9:35)
"If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it." (Mark 16:25)
"No one who has left home or brothers or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel will fail to receive a hundred times as much in the present age... and in the age to come, eternal life ..." (Mark 10:29-31)
Such radical imperatives. But what's amazing with Jesus is that when he asks us to do something, it is not something that he hasn't done himself. Truly he is the model leader we all strive and should strive to become. What we strive for is all but a reflection of what He himself did on the cross:
"Think of yourselves the way Christ thought of himself ... he set aside the privileges of deity and took on the status of a slave, became human! ... It was incredibly humbling process. He didn't claim special privileges. Instead he lived a selfless, obedient life and then died a selfless, obedient death--and the worst kind of death at that--a crucifixion." (Philippians 2:5-8, Msg)
His life, death and resurrection is the story of God's love, passion and commitment "to seek and save that which was lost." In a desperate need for reconciliation God sent His only Son, born in a manger, lived in the flesh among us. He proclaimed freedom to the captives, brought healing to the sick. And for that he was accused for a crime he did not do, ridiculed and struck, tortured and shamed. His ultimate sacrifice will lead him to bear the cross and die on it. What the world perceive as a sign of weakness, God sees as strength. Because by giving His life up He gained even more--He conquered the reign of sin and death, and on the third day Jesus rose a victor!
"Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow ... and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father." (Philippians 2:9-11)
Because Jesus chose to finish the task by giving Himself up, grace was released to us even when we don't deserve it.
And in order to finish life's race, we must experience God's grace. God's grace is able to "build [us] up" and "give [us] inheritance of among all those who are sanctified"--salvation and the blessed hope. Many times we struggle in life to earn something and make ourselves worth something. But receiving grace is an act of humility, because we will never earn it. Some in their pride will reject grace, but our default response to grace given is to receive it wholeheartedly. Receiving something we do not deserve, who wouldn't be gratious and more in love with such a God. "Do we not know that God's kindness leads us to repentance?"
This grace, abounding and amazing, is the heart of the gospel the Lord Jesus has entrusted to the apostle Paul and to every believer who bears Christ's name. "If only I may ... complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of grace." Each of us is given a common task, Paul calls it our "ministry of reconciliation". Carl Henry says, "The Gospel is only good news if it only gets there on time." You don't even have to cross your countries borders to see the need to reach the lost for Christ. Every day violence, suffering, death, broken relationships and injustice continue to advance its ranks in our schools, offices and our families. "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?" (Isaiah 6:8). The Lord Almighty is calling out to anyone who can muster up the courage to respond.
Our commitment to the task at hand begins when we become so passionate in love with Jesus we cannot contain the joy and peace in His presence. Our passion for Jesus begins when we experience His grace.
God can and is delighted to meet us where we are, whoever we are. Are we constantly living under the scrutiny of guilt and judgment? Allow Him to render you His grace. Are we struggling to finish the race He has marked out for us? Allow Him to renew your strength as you "wait upon the Lord." Are you falling short to muster up the courage to advance the cause of the gospel in your sphere of influence? Allow Him to empower you as He is the Father who does not withhold and gives good gifts to His children. It is when we let go of our lives and once more enter in the inner room where God's presence dwells that we will be able "to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given us."
Acts 20:24, "However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of grace."
Paul was a man of passion. As a Pharisee, Paul persecuted the Christians. But that fateful encounter and Acts 9 would radically change his life. He became an apostle of the One whom he was persecuting. As an apostle, he did even more. He became the catalyst for missions and authored the most number of books or letters in our Bible today. Considering Paul didn't walk with Jesus during His life here on earth, it seemed that Paul did more than the other disciples. But more than being a man of passion, I believe that Paul was a man of commitment.
Many of us seek passion. Passion to be rekindled only to be snuffed away once more, driving us to look and seek elsewhere for a higher level of emotional high. Passion is emotion, but commitment is of the will. There will be times when passion will be hard to find, but commitment is the irreducible minimum of our journey with Christ. Passion is not at all bad when driven at the right channels like a river flowing steadily within the banks of commitment. Commitment and passion, therefore, must go hand-in-hand. Passion without commitment doesn't bear much fruit, but commitment that is fueled by passion is can advance a cause.
Paul talks about two things all people possess. First is that every person in the world has a race to run. Our race is marked by a series of tests and obstacles. Like a race track with hurdles in them, we must overcome these hurdles in our life to win the race. Our race will be marked by victories, big or small, as well as tests, trials, tribulations and tragedies.
The second thing all people possess is that every person in the world has a task--our life's purpose. Everyone has a purpose to discover and fulfill to make a contribution in the world. It gives meaning to our existence as opposed to just being someone who just took up space and was gone without a trace. Not all people fulfill their purpose in life. Not all people finish their race.
That is why Paul has put his eyes toward just one goal: to overcome. "Only if I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me." Because for Paul, this life is not all that there is. In fact our life today is a preparation for our life set in eternity. Therefore our choices today dictates how we spend our eternities. Do we anticipate a welcome saying, "Well done, my good and faithful servant"? or "Away from me, for I do not know you"?
For Paul finishing the race and completing the task begins when we "consider our life worth nothing" to us. Time and time again the Bible speaks of finding life in losing it. Consider the following declarations of Jesus himself:
"If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all." (Mark 9:35)
"If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it." (Mark 16:25)
"No one who has left home or brothers or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel will fail to receive a hundred times as much in the present age... and in the age to come, eternal life ..." (Mark 10:29-31)
Such radical imperatives. But what's amazing with Jesus is that when he asks us to do something, it is not something that he hasn't done himself. Truly he is the model leader we all strive and should strive to become. What we strive for is all but a reflection of what He himself did on the cross:
"Think of yourselves the way Christ thought of himself ... he set aside the privileges of deity and took on the status of a slave, became human! ... It was incredibly humbling process. He didn't claim special privileges. Instead he lived a selfless, obedient life and then died a selfless, obedient death--and the worst kind of death at that--a crucifixion." (Philippians 2:5-8, Msg)
His life, death and resurrection is the story of God's love, passion and commitment "to seek and save that which was lost." In a desperate need for reconciliation God sent His only Son, born in a manger, lived in the flesh among us. He proclaimed freedom to the captives, brought healing to the sick. And for that he was accused for a crime he did not do, ridiculed and struck, tortured and shamed. His ultimate sacrifice will lead him to bear the cross and die on it. What the world perceive as a sign of weakness, God sees as strength. Because by giving His life up He gained even more--He conquered the reign of sin and death, and on the third day Jesus rose a victor!
"Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow ... and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father." (Philippians 2:9-11)
Because Jesus chose to finish the task by giving Himself up, grace was released to us even when we don't deserve it.
And in order to finish life's race, we must experience God's grace. God's grace is able to "build [us] up" and "give [us] inheritance of among all those who are sanctified"--salvation and the blessed hope. Many times we struggle in life to earn something and make ourselves worth something. But receiving grace is an act of humility, because we will never earn it. Some in their pride will reject grace, but our default response to grace given is to receive it wholeheartedly. Receiving something we do not deserve, who wouldn't be gratious and more in love with such a God. "Do we not know that God's kindness leads us to repentance?"
This grace, abounding and amazing, is the heart of the gospel the Lord Jesus has entrusted to the apostle Paul and to every believer who bears Christ's name. "If only I may ... complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of grace." Each of us is given a common task, Paul calls it our "ministry of reconciliation". Carl Henry says, "The Gospel is only good news if it only gets there on time." You don't even have to cross your countries borders to see the need to reach the lost for Christ. Every day violence, suffering, death, broken relationships and injustice continue to advance its ranks in our schools, offices and our families. "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?" (Isaiah 6:8). The Lord Almighty is calling out to anyone who can muster up the courage to respond.
Our commitment to the task at hand begins when we become so passionate in love with Jesus we cannot contain the joy and peace in His presence. Our passion for Jesus begins when we experience His grace.
God can and is delighted to meet us where we are, whoever we are. Are we constantly living under the scrutiny of guilt and judgment? Allow Him to render you His grace. Are we struggling to finish the race He has marked out for us? Allow Him to renew your strength as you "wait upon the Lord." Are you falling short to muster up the courage to advance the cause of the gospel in your sphere of influence? Allow Him to empower you as He is the Father who does not withhold and gives good gifts to His children. It is when we let go of our lives and once more enter in the inner room where God's presence dwells that we will be able "to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given us."
Grace Undeserved
I just got home an hour ago from work. Today is just a half day at work as government ruling. Thankful because despite the half day I managed to get some work done. I'm quite happy with my work in APMedia. Like I said in my previous post, it's a perfect fit (for now). "For now" because I don't know where the Lord will take me next.
This week I had a very good reminder of who God is in my life. I unintentionally hurt someone very close to me this week because of my "me-ness" (or meanness). I really felt bad because no matter which angle you look at it, it was my fault. During this time of sorrow thinking of how I can resolve and redeem myself from this I was riding a train, it was rush hour. And amidst the crowded, even suffocating boxed car, beside me sat a little girl, three or four, holding from the pleats of his standing dad's pants. As I observe this cute little girl, I can't help but notice her confidence and "child-likeness" despite the crowded, intimidating room--all because she was in the company of her dad. No fear, no worries and even hesitations, it's as if the past didn't wasn't behind her, the future didn't bother her. What's important is now where she's in her father's presence. Then it hit me, as if God himself was speaking to me, "hey, I am your Father. You can come to me." I realized that it's been a while since I looked at God as my Father. Amidst the busyness of work and ministry, I looked at Him as my Master. But at that moment He reminded me, more than my struggles and desire to do something great for Him, more than anything else, He wanted me, my heart and my child-like devotion to my Father. I realized, a husband can still be a childlike son of faith to His Father. And He doesn't withhold His love and assurance from His sons. So I return like the elder brother of a prodigal son. After that moment of revelation, I was reconciled and humbled before the person I hurt and experienced a strong moment of grace. Grace, always undeserved, yet because of Love, compels the giver to lay low despite the wrongs done to them; and compels the wrongdoer to once more stand as an equal, compelling them to love the Giver even more.
"May you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is. May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God." - Eph 3:18-19 (NLT)
This week I had a very good reminder of who God is in my life. I unintentionally hurt someone very close to me this week because of my "me-ness" (or meanness). I really felt bad because no matter which angle you look at it, it was my fault. During this time of sorrow thinking of how I can resolve and redeem myself from this I was riding a train, it was rush hour. And amidst the crowded, even suffocating boxed car, beside me sat a little girl, three or four, holding from the pleats of his standing dad's pants. As I observe this cute little girl, I can't help but notice her confidence and "child-likeness" despite the crowded, intimidating room--all because she was in the company of her dad. No fear, no worries and even hesitations, it's as if the past didn't wasn't behind her, the future didn't bother her. What's important is now where she's in her father's presence. Then it hit me, as if God himself was speaking to me, "hey, I am your Father. You can come to me." I realized that it's been a while since I looked at God as my Father. Amidst the busyness of work and ministry, I looked at Him as my Master. But at that moment He reminded me, more than my struggles and desire to do something great for Him, more than anything else, He wanted me, my heart and my child-like devotion to my Father. I realized, a husband can still be a childlike son of faith to His Father. And He doesn't withhold His love and assurance from His sons. So I return like the elder brother of a prodigal son. After that moment of revelation, I was reconciled and humbled before the person I hurt and experienced a strong moment of grace. Grace, always undeserved, yet because of Love, compels the giver to lay low despite the wrongs done to them; and compels the wrongdoer to once more stand as an equal, compelling them to love the Giver even more.
"May you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is. May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God." - Eph 3:18-19 (NLT)
My new job and update on Makati Carecells
I'm currently here at church. We had a sectional meeting this morning in Malabon. I enjoyed the bountiful lunch the church had served for us. Later I will pick up Nette in the clinic, so I'm killing some time right now. Actually I have one sermon due today for tomorrow. I have it in my mind right now and just need to write it down.
It's been two weeks ago since I joined Asia Pacific Media Ministries to work as web and graphic designer. The work is ok. So why did I employ myself in a full time job, many ask. First of all I need a stable income now I'm married. Freelance work is good but sporadic. I still do freelance jobs though for additional income. Second I need the discipline. Working at home is not as beneficial as one would think, specially working in your bedroom. I need the discipline and the motivation that a working environment gives. And both of these I got with the work I have now. Actually, I am working for three companies: Asia Pacific Media Ministries, ICI Philippines, and Assemblies of God Missionary Fellowship, each sharing an amount of a days work during the week. I thought to myself why haven't I thought of this (working in APMedia), which like right now in this season fits like a glove. I enjoy both the creative and ministry element of it. Most of my co-workers have a part-melancholy temperament in them so I get them and they get me. It's really doing good for now.
P.T.
Of course with the Makati church planting project around the corner sometimes I get concerned how all of this will work out. I mean working a full-time job and doing the job of a pioneering pastor. Last Wednesday, we had a very fun-filled evening at our joint fellowship in Makati which were composed of Kamagong and Ayala Carecells. We were 35 in all. What's interesting is that earlier our projected attendance was 35 people, and 35 people appeared. I thought I wished we'd projected a higher number. But kidding aside, I am amazed at how God works in this ministry.
During our core group meeting, I shared with them that as a leader there are times that I do things with confidence in my own strength--the things I usually and already used to do. This is not that time. To quote the apostle Paul (?), I come trembling and much fear (1 Co 2:3). The worst nightmare of a choleric person is to wake up one morning when he doesn't have it altogether. I have realized more than once that I don't have it altogether (causing an amount of stress and anxiety within me), but it works anyway. Then a revelation, it's not because of me that's this is possible, it's all about God.
I remember a verse in Acts when Peter and John were arrested for preaching the gospel. And during the interrogation, a respected teacher of the Jewish Law named Gamaliel stood and addressed his colleagues:
P.T.
Recently I think of blogging in the point of view of me as a father. I would blog about the lessons I learned in life so that my children will be able to read it, so that even in their non-existence, in their birth and infancy until they grow-up they would know who their father is really like, how their father loves them so much.
P.T.
It's been two weeks ago since I joined Asia Pacific Media Ministries to work as web and graphic designer. The work is ok. So why did I employ myself in a full time job, many ask. First of all I need a stable income now I'm married. Freelance work is good but sporadic. I still do freelance jobs though for additional income. Second I need the discipline. Working at home is not as beneficial as one would think, specially working in your bedroom. I need the discipline and the motivation that a working environment gives. And both of these I got with the work I have now. Actually, I am working for three companies: Asia Pacific Media Ministries, ICI Philippines, and Assemblies of God Missionary Fellowship, each sharing an amount of a days work during the week. I thought to myself why haven't I thought of this (working in APMedia), which like right now in this season fits like a glove. I enjoy both the creative and ministry element of it. Most of my co-workers have a part-melancholy temperament in them so I get them and they get me. It's really doing good for now.
P.T.
Of course with the Makati church planting project around the corner sometimes I get concerned how all of this will work out. I mean working a full-time job and doing the job of a pioneering pastor. Last Wednesday, we had a very fun-filled evening at our joint fellowship in Makati which were composed of Kamagong and Ayala Carecells. We were 35 in all. What's interesting is that earlier our projected attendance was 35 people, and 35 people appeared. I thought I wished we'd projected a higher number. But kidding aside, I am amazed at how God works in this ministry.
During our core group meeting, I shared with them that as a leader there are times that I do things with confidence in my own strength--the things I usually and already used to do. This is not that time. To quote the apostle Paul (?), I come trembling and much fear (1 Co 2:3). The worst nightmare of a choleric person is to wake up one morning when he doesn't have it altogether. I have realized more than once that I don't have it altogether (causing an amount of stress and anxiety within me), but it works anyway. Then a revelation, it's not because of me that's this is possible, it's all about God.
I remember a verse in Acts when Peter and John were arrested for preaching the gospel. And during the interrogation, a respected teacher of the Jewish Law named Gamaliel stood and addressed his colleagues:
"Men of Israel, consider carefully what you intend to do to these men. Some time ago Theudas appeared, claiming to be somebody, and about four hundred men rallied to him. He was killed, all his followers were dispersed, and it all came to nothing. After him, Judas the Galilean appeared in the days of the census and led a band of people in revolt. He too was killed, and all his followers were scattered. Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail. But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God." - Acts 6:36-39If I do this ministry in my own strength, IT WILL FAIL--or explode, implode, burnout or burst into pieces etc. But if it is from God, IT WILL NOT BE STOPPED. It is a reassuring verse for me because there are times that I resolve to false self-sufficiency when Christ requires the denial of self. It is reassuring because I don't have to try TOO hard, because I am in partnership, if not, in the service of the King--and His purpose always prevails. If it is the Lord's work, He will prosper it. God is good.
P.T.
Recently I think of blogging in the point of view of me as a father. I would blog about the lessons I learned in life so that my children will be able to read it, so that even in their non-existence, in their birth and infancy until they grow-up they would know who their father is really like, how their father loves them so much.
P.T.
Day in the Life
In a few minutes I will be heading out to Makati for our Carecell at Kamagong. Haven't blog for a while. I wrote once in FB saying "I'm looking for the husband blogger in me." Somehow when I got married I observed I had few alone/reflective time. I need to jumpstart that once more. And once more I find myself involved in a lot of things.
Makati Ministry is doing great. Right now we have two Carecells going on--Kamagong and Ayala Carecells. At the moment I feel we're in this phase of being faithful for the long haul. The hypes and excitement have subsided, and it's up to everyone's commitment and of course God's grace to continue. I'm not saying that the meetings are dull, in fact every meeting is an opportunity for us to minister to the body and I can feel God's presence moving in both cellgroups.
It's a normal routine now that during Wednesdays Netty and I would stay at her parents' house in Makati since our Kamagong Carecell usually ends past nine. And the next day we would still be going to the Ayala Carecell. That way it's less expensive in transportation (Transportation costs these days are crazy, especially if you're coming from Caloocan going to Makati.
I received a very good news yesterday. For sometime now our Makati Ministry have been praying that its vision of planting a church in the heart of the business district of Makati will soon be realized. And that vision has become closer to reality. See our church has a vision of planting the 3rd daughter church by 2015. Which personally I think is way too far. So I thought in my heart that 2012's the year I will set to myself to plant a church in Makati (by that time there would be more that two Carecells gathering). But yesterday I was amazed when I met my pastor to talk about other things, but then he mentioned about the possibility of planting a Makati church before this year ends!
I will continue later. For now I have to go. Lots of story to tell.
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I am back. Just came from McDonald's in Pasong Tamo where we will be holding our March 17 Makati Carecells Joint Fellowship. Praise God because the venue is finally settled.
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I am back. Just came from McDonald's in Pasong Tamo where we will be holding our March 17 Makati Carecells Joint Fellowship. Praise God because the venue is finally settled.
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