Devo: A New King in Town

"Then a new king, who did not know about Joseph, came to power in Egypt. "Look," he said to his people, "the Israelites have become much too numerous for us. Come, we must deal shrewdly with them or they will become even more numerous and, if war breaks out, will join our enemies, fight against us and leave the country." (Exodus 1:8-9)

Couple of lessons ...

1. We make enemies because we don't know much. Rameses made some rash and unwise judgment that resulted in the destruction of his nation. Because he failed to know "his enemy". Often times we are fighting and resisting who we thought are against us, but if we just scratch the surface (sometimes it's not enough to trust face value), we will find that this person or that is not an enemy, not someone to be judged too hastily. And by know one's enemy one has gained a friend.

2. Life's false securities bring out who we are, often times the worst. He exemplified some nasty insecurity. Every person is subject to the furnace of character one's he is handed over power. Like the Ring in LOTR, it can bring out the worst in you like a Hallmark card. Like a furnace life's privileges, responsibilities or circumstances can bring out the best in us or the worst in us. 

3. Over-assuming often lead to foolish actions and decisions. Rameses, in an attempt to overrun the Israelites, tried to "count the chicks before they hatch." He asked the deadly "what if?" He went from peaceful living to a vision of Israelites fighting against him in a war because they just can. Don't over-assume things, in our attempt to always get ahead, always marking our next steps, we lose life. Like someone has said, we'd be "living in the future, but not in the present." And when we think about the future, take wisdom on the journey.

In The Shack a character observes humas when they worry. Often times when we think about the future, its full of negativity--primarily, gloom and fear. She observes that despite our faith in Christ, we haven't included him to join our visions for our future. She calls it "imagination without wisdom." Our battle for our actions and our future starts in the mind. Let us be reminded that in everything, God desires the best for us and of us. He never leaves us nor forsakes us.

It's Our Zeroeth Anniversary

Exactly a year from now comes our wedding day. There are times when I just want for that day to come. I picture it, envision it. I'm sure I'm gonna cry, I'm a cry baby. But what's good about this waiting is every day I draw near to that day when I will say my vows and take her as my wife. I'm just so blessed with Netty. Really blessed. Indeed she's my other half. I love her thoughtfulness, the way she cares for me, the small things, makes me realize that I'm one of those really blessed persons on earth to be graced with such gift.


1
Tell me something,
When the rain falls on my face
How do you quickly replace it with a golden summer smile?

Tell me something,
When i'm feelin' tired and afraid
How do you know just what to say to make everything alright?

+
I don't think that you even realize the joy you make me feel 
when i'm inside your universe
You hold me like i'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but its just the other way around
You can thank your stars all you want 
but I'll always be the lucky one

2
Tell me something
When i'm 'bout to lose control
How do you patiently hold my hand and gently calm me down?

Tell me something
When you sing and when you laugh
Why do i always photograph my heart flyin' way above the clouds?

New Year "Resolutions"

It's 3AM and I'm still awake. Doing some work for my boss in States. Apparently they don't celebrate holidays like we do, they're up again and back to work.

It's 2009. I have in my mind a lot of "resolutions". Things I haven't done a lot for last year. I don't want to call them resolutions, because it's the first step to not happening. But you get the idea. Perhaps more of desires and goals for the year (if I could keep up past the first quarter of the year.):

1. I gotta lose weight - My tummy is huge. Have you felt like everytime I eat it's gonna explode because it was too stretching ... yup I don't like the feeling. Plus, the energy really drains fast. Perhaps this is already a sign.

2. I need to go out more, return from being adventurous and take more risks - I felt that 2008 have kept me on the ground, not being able to go here and there like I use to do. That's why it's as if I felt I'm getting old. I miss my younger days when I don't care much what others think and when I would go to places and just be carefree.

3. I will spend more time and love my family, bring it back to them - It's the last year that they will have me as a single son. I will not be away, but when I get married priorities will change as I now have to build my own family. So I will try my best to be a good son before they take me to the altar (Oi hinahatid din ang lalaki sa altar hehe :) To take it farther, I feel I'm being drawn back to my roots not only as a son in my biological family but in my spiritual family which brings me to number 4:

4. I will simplify myself - Past few years I had an opportunity to be involved in various causes. I am grateful for all of them. They're God-given. However this time I felt that I have to detox myself from extra-curricular overload. Too much can spread you too thin and head for a burn out. I have to give sometime to prepare myself spiritually, emotionally and mentally.

5. I will cherish my last 377 days (to be exact) with Netty (before two of us become one ... hey, that's a song!) - I think our relationship as BF-GF is a unique and special season for us. We've only just begun sabi nga ni Karen ...

Hay ... bangag na ako sa antok.

Random thoughts:
I hope I could join Ptr. Joedy's mission trip to Palawan.
I had a sudden desire to own a PSP.

Back to work!